doomsweek aint that doom doom after all

SOOoooo done with EXAMS!

Now me want THIS! >>>>

............hopefully!

HAH! then again, finishing an exam also means, I'd have to prepare myself for another one...

*takes a deep breath*
....i'll get through it.....i always do.. =)
Gosh. I JUST can't help but think I did not do my best for my physics! >.<
Lesson learned : NEVER EVER study at the last minute! In fact, NEVER do it for anything! or it might be too late to even do it...

In some cases, you just have no choice but to do that... Nonetheless, try AVOID it. It really tears you down especially with the load of other subjects lined up as well. Not to mention the really tiring and sleepy eyes that i'm suffering from right now.

i want to go through spm but not form 5

it's only six more months to go.oh noooo...
Ahh well, i'll collect as many precious moments and carved it all in here *points to my heart*

Tata.

I wish you'd understand,

Perfection would never be in your hand.

Sometimes you'd think you want the best,

The best, would disappoint you nevertheless.

I,myself am stitched together with faults and failures and imperfections,
Only with good intentions.

(credits to Eric's blog on reality)

where did i go wrong?

Tonight's youth gathering, I missed it. =( Then again, it was a thanksgiving thing for ER2010. (OH! ER was great! I enjoyed the whole night standing alone as in without friends around me but somehow it did not feel like I was. Dodo said it'll be worth to worship Him alone. In fact, it did~!)
Well, i did my own little 'gathering' tonight with myself and Him. It was not much but i'm happy. Not to mention, my music ministry was my laptop. There may not be fancy things like proper music to worship but who says thats gonna stop me? After all, praise and worship can be anywhere,anytime. hee...
It's a month of rosary now. And well, i'm trying to say my own each day(if i do try).

So, what's with my headline? I guess, lately my head is filled with so much stuff, good and bad. Either way, according to daddy in Heaven, it's all worth it....EVERY LITTLE THING is worth it. For example, if you see someone and smile, won't that person think, 'Oo...she's friendly.' or if you see someone and not smile at all, won't that person think,'Gosh, she looks scary!'
To me, there is a difference there, whether to smile or not. It's up to each one's choice. So, lately, i'm just thinking where did i went wrong in all that i did and why things happen the way it did.
As I was thinking, something came to mind and cheered me up a little...

'Sometimes, things just don't go the way you plan because I have already planned it out for you. So,my dear... this is just the first part of it. hold on.. Just wait. I want to show you something more than anything you can ever imagine. Hold on........ Ready? Now, hold my hands as tight as you can, make sure you don't let go, and I want you to run after me.......'

my thoughts : 'But where will we go..? and sigh....how long must I wait??'

'*smiles* Somewhere far.......Be patient, Just hold my hands tight and follow. No matter how far, take a deep breath and lets go!'

Anyway, this two weeks is EXAMSSSSS!! goodness. Hopefully i'll go through it just fine. I know i will. heeee....




I felt so...assured after watching this.ehehe...

til next post~
TaTa!

♥ I'll hold on.
(:

27042008

At this exact day,
You left us two years ago,
So much has changed since then,
(wish i could still have one more chance to say 'I love you.')
Despite that, i know...we all know, you'll always stay in our hearts.
Gosh , how i remembered when i used to hate it that you always call each of us to massage your back and now we can't anymore.

~ All the grownful things, separation brings
you never let me know it, you never let it show it..
because you loved me and obviously,
There's so much more left to say,
If you were with me today, face to face ~

dear Grandpa...
27.04.10

Everything doesn't last forever
except memories


Memories are like smudged ink that just won't fade away.

it's gonna be MAY soon!

MAY! in like few more days. [byee April 2010!] good news or bad news? DEPENDS on how you see it. (:
for me, mainly bad.... why? nearer to spm!! >.< for some others, starting college? or maybe getting promoted? or performing in a concert? ...etc. Heck, its just starting a new month but there's so much going on.


Class photoshoot. i look funnnyyyy. in the bus, jocelyn and i were super thirsty and the drink that we were drinking from was our friends' . eheh. desperateness.

after mid term exam, i shall jump like my friend, Edward here.

Somehow, this picture make us look like birds. :)



At the end of the day, we'll all miss our high school moments. Every little things that we do become memories and shall forever be there, whether we like it or not.

TaTa~

saya cinta Kuching.

what if?? sighh..... my dad just told my sister and I that he might want to do his job at kl because a certain somebody asked him to open a business there. >.<
i love kuching. It may not be a big city like OVER there but its comfortable here. I have just what I need here, not all but just enough. Then again, I know it's not that far from here but still, its across the ocean. So, i'm just thinking what if he does decide to take it. Still no idea about it though.

thisjustprovesthatieasilyworryaboutstuffsthatireallydonhavetoworryabout.i'llsoongetoldfaster!ohnooooo
(if you can read the sentence above, You Are amazing.)

I'm suppose to be studying right now but yeah, i'm taking time off a bit to procrastinate and to let out the whole idea of my dad's work thing. (: and and my mind is not here. gosh. I've been reading and re-reading the same page over again and again... I have really lost my mind.

i get so excited everytime you call,
i get hyper everytime you're near me,
i get lame everytime you get lame,
i get so happy everytime i see you,
so, i'd say 'i'm stuck to you.' you'd say,'i know you are.'
i get sweeter everytime because you are too.

callmelameyouaretoo

i guess i'd better get on with my dear Physics. Tata!
the condition for halogenation is U.V light/rays. heeee... me love chemistry.

sunshine, You shine my cloudy day. or even better, U.V light, you 'U.V my day' (=

Had family din-din yesterday to celebrate my cousin's grandpa, which is my grandpa's cousin. [it's kinda complicated. And one of the things that I don't really like is that us,children, we need to call each one of the adults. Problem is, I always get mixed up on what to call who. According the chinese custom, it is rude to not call them. so,yeah.... ]
It was really sweet of my cousin to say a short speech to his granddad... it goes like,'although he may be old, but he is like a kid at times because he buys junk food for all of us. That's why we love you, grandpa.'

And here's Lerena~ she cried after her brother bit off this 'carrot-tower'.


I know I haven't been updating much lately. As you all know, cella is trying to resist the temptation of going online often. I'm not if that's working well but I think it is....a bit.

OH! We sent our little bubbles for grooming.. and here's how she look now....

:)

To all brothers n sisters,
HaPpy EASTER!!