HI there, you gorgeous! yes YOU, gorgeous page! I miss you, bloggyyy!! xD
It's been exactly one month and five days since that day when I had to leave most things behind me. Not to mention, my comfort zone, my little 'heaven' and for lack of better words, my safe shelter, althogether. I know, i've been strong but lately, i know i've been stumbling as well.
It's been exactly one month and five days since that day when I had to leave most things behind me. Not to mention, my comfort zone, my little 'heaven' and for lack of better words, my safe shelter, althogether. I know, i've been strong but lately, i know i've been stumbling as well.
Even before I could learn to walk, i'm already running. :'(
That's how I'm feeling right now.
That's how I'm feeling right now.
There's no turning back. No place where I could hide anymore. Maybe, in times like this, death seems more like a peaceful place. Then again, where's the adventure??
So far, college has been GREAT. I'd never thought it could be real fun as what others have told me. Now that i've experienced it for myself, indeed... It's one HEAVEN of an awesome ride!! New friends that I've met so far are only part of those few whom I'm going to meet soon. =)
I have to admit that yes, i've gotten into trouble and I am tired of having to go through it over and over again BUT through all the trouble and mistakes, I learned and not tired of learning still.
Through every mistakes, I will change and I will never be the same as I was yesterday. I change and I accept every downfall.
I'd never thought i'd take addmaths after high school but here I am, sitting here, enjoying my college maths work which is no difference than addmaths back then.
So far, college has been GREAT. I'd never thought it could be real fun as what others have told me. Now that i've experienced it for myself, indeed... It's one HEAVEN of an awesome ride!! New friends that I've met so far are only part of those few whom I'm going to meet soon. =)
I have to admit that yes, i've gotten into trouble and I am tired of having to go through it over and over again BUT through all the trouble and mistakes, I learned and not tired of learning still.
Through every mistakes, I will change and I will never be the same as I was yesterday. I change and I accept every downfall.
I'd never thought i'd take addmaths after high school but here I am, sitting here, enjoying my college maths work which is no difference than addmaths back then.
TO MY LOVELY LIL BROTHA,back home :
No matter what they may say,
I know you sing well, you always do!!
I admire you for the courage you have to even sing a duet piece on stage.
(to me, the stage has always been a place when there's so much freedom. Now that drama is no longer what i can do in college, I do miss performing.)
I don't say it JUST because you're my brother but it's true! I wish I could be there,cheering you on and watching you perform but well, you know I'd love to be there.
As I'm typing this, you know whats been going on in my mind?
You.. OH how i miss talking craps and disturbing you! Actually, it's much more than that, I miss how you'd know when i'm down and come listen to me even when you don't want to. You've always been like that. Nearly, always more than just my younger brother to me - more like a best friend. It just isn't the same here. Anyway, don't feel frustrated with anything, alright? and by the way, PLEASE do call me sometime.
Also, Nana, I miss your talkativeness.xD
with much love,
your sister,Cella.
No matter what they may say,
I know you sing well, you always do!!
I admire you for the courage you have to even sing a duet piece on stage.
(to me, the stage has always been a place when there's so much freedom. Now that drama is no longer what i can do in college, I do miss performing.)
I don't say it JUST because you're my brother but it's true! I wish I could be there,cheering you on and watching you perform but well, you know I'd love to be there.
As I'm typing this, you know whats been going on in my mind?
You.. OH how i miss talking craps and disturbing you! Actually, it's much more than that, I miss how you'd know when i'm down and come listen to me even when you don't want to. You've always been like that. Nearly, always more than just my younger brother to me - more like a best friend. It just isn't the same here. Anyway, don't feel frustrated with anything, alright? and by the way, PLEASE do call me sometime.
Also, Nana, I miss your talkativeness.xD
with much love,
your sister,Cella.
Tata~
as much as i miss you, bloggy, i can't promise when exactly will i be updating anytime soon.
as much as i miss you, bloggy, i can't promise when exactly will i be updating anytime soon.
