and it starts....

Again, finalss......so very soon. Just thinking about all the form 5s taking their trials and SPM this year makes me feel so worried for next year. gahh.
Come to think of it, one year goes by so fast.

So many precious moments, experience that i have gone through, people that I meet along the way and joy and sadness that has filled so many hearts. Nevertheless, all i can say is, whoaaaaaa...
I realise 2o10 is so near yet so far.....




The rocky paths that I faced, it has been hard and painful each time I fall.When i fall, it does hurt a lot but it made me come up with other ways to overcome things.
Though the view in front may not always be clear, sometimes, to see is just to listen and believe.
No matter how long the road may be, no matter how many miles and miles it takes, i'll know there's great experiences along the way.
At the end of the day, one thing that makes me wonder is that........ those rocky paths don't actually matter. Thanks to all those troubles, the journey has made it clear that it is actually only a straight path. why make it so complicated?
I guess maybe, i was made for greater things, for a bigger challenge and how far my faith can take me through it.

. . .And i know i'm not walking alone.


[my source of inspiration? footprints in the sand.] (:

Lovin' this song by Leona Lewis. Also, i actually took those pictures during the holiday when i went to damai with my family. teeheeehee~

Anyways, i don't think i'll be able to update anytime soon with exams and drama competition coming up.
^-^
Have a great day,week and months to come!

day out.

Been a while since I saw Teresa and Mandy. So, we went out yesterday at ze famous, MBO. =]
We watched Final Destination. Kayy...honestly speaking it was a psychophathic movie [as what Teresa would say.] LOL.
Its just not what I had expected. So,yeah.
Hadn't so much fun for quite a long time. We laughed,shouted, crap talk and well, made crazy videos. [ you can see what bored can do to us on facebook (: ]
We hung out at Starbucks and did some catching up. Also, man....the world is sooooooooo small. Well, at least in Kuching that is. familiar faces everywhere. ^-^

Anyway, will try upload some videos here. =D
chow-peppos~

SO GLAD YOU GIRLS COULD MAKE IT.
Even for just a day, it was worth it.

Darnn.... bro's out,i'm not... I'm stuck at home. Well, brought Bubbles to the vet this morning for her 2nd vaccine.
Finally, holiday season now but sadly, i don't really have any plans. so yeah...
Here is basically how i'm going to spend my holiday :

• Extra violin practices
• Hanging out with the girls at 'theSpring'.
  
• Sleep,Eat,Grow
  
• Going to the beach in Damai Puri this sunday.
• Online
• LFC camp next week for 3 days at Mt.Singai.
• Playing with Bubbles.
• Clean my room
• HOMEWORK. [dum..dum..dum]
  

Thats about it i guess. =D

ookay,what should i blog about?

OOhh!!! Last sunday was one of the most unforgetable experience. I attended a birthday dinner for Father Chua just outside Blessed Sacrament Church. It was okay until ........ wait, let me describe it in my kind of 'poetic' style =D (its not that good though)

As my dad drove me to church,
I saw pure white canopies,
and as i walked in, an old couple walked past only to smile at me.
The day was breezyy,
There were uncles,aunties and a whole lotta young people,
their hands were all tied up,
making sure everything goes well that special evening.
Indeed, i assure you,it was 'special'. :)
As time draws near to 7.30 pm,
more and more people came.
There were singers,
all the way from singapore and kl to perform.
Laughters and 'happy people' filled the air and seats.
'Ladies and gentlemen,.........' said the amcee.(whatever thats spelt)
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
One dish after another was being served,
I saw people 'fan-ing' themselves,
complaining it was stuffy and warm.
moments later, there was wind, blowing stronger,
and stronger.
Then, i heard droplets of rain fall to the ground,
Before i know it, it was raining heavily.
Altogether with lightnings and thunders.
My mind was caught with the rain.
When i finally came to my senses,
Little children and babies were crying,
what a chaotic situation it was.
As the wind blew stronger,
the canopies were almost blown off.
Uncles, husbands,brothers and even grandfathers hold on to the pillars for support.
Suddenly i heard people shouting,
'Lets move! we can't stay! Go now! ...'
Everyone ran into the church for shelter.
Everyone was freezing and soaking wet.
Everyone panicked.

Yet, all that didn't matter as Father Chua gave a short speech.
Looking at the bright side amisdt all that.
Thinking back, the whole situation actually made us all come together. sung His songs of praise together.

A bucket of blessings from heaven.
~guess thats all i could think of to describe the situation that evening.~

It was great talking to Gerry (local christian singer from PJ) and getting some useful advices on singing old classic songs to making it 'alive' again.


- D SSgang :)

~whenever it rains, there's just something about it.

Found this the other day in one of my files. Was written 2 years back. [ no idea if it makes sense though. ]

here goes:* takes a deep breath*

Came back home after a long day at school,
Threw my bags, then myself on the bed,
Window was open,
I felt the cool air on my face.
There, I stare at the ceiling,
Slowly, I realised I was drifting away from reality .....
The mild, cooling water rushed against my skin,
A scent of vermouth i tasted;
Soft melody playing like a stereotype continuiously
violins, viola and a cello...a quadruplet.
Clear and bluish green waters, i thought.
Perfect.
Everything was then, still.
Steady.Quiet.
Let alone the waves that was hitting the rocks
below the hills,
suddenly hushed into silence.
Day turned into night,
When the clouds above, moved.
I closed my eyes, breathing in the air,
taking every second of that moment to its fullest.
Reality or not, I wasn't sure either.
An image formed in my head,
Somehow, mesmerizing.
A feeling like never before.
I was freezing but at that time,
it didn't matter.
Neither did i care about those voices i keep hearing,over and over again.
"you're alone now.scared.you know you are.run.RUN."
Then the wind blowed gustly, as if to warn me to listen.
Gushed forth the waters of the ocean.

. . . . . . . . .*ends*

that's all~

Bubbles

Nana (lil monster sister) : *shouts* Cella!!!! Come down now!!!
Me: what??
Nana: JUST come down NOW!!!
Me: I'm busy!!
Nana: Jie!! come down!! if not, i'll do something evil to you! (she watch too much cartoons)
Me: ISH! finee..!

Then . . . . . . .

. . .
She brought home a puppy last week.

Then i was like............ "OMIGOSH! soo cute! Let me hold the lil guy."
Nana: "Its a girl!"
Me: "No.."
Nana: "if not girl then????!!?"
Me: "female"
=.=

KAYD09 was fun. Being the facilitator was a boo-boo. The food was yummmmy. The concert was great. The people were awesome especially CINDY !! She looked soo excited and smiley ALL THE TIME during the whole KAYD. XD
And thank you Cindy for introducing me with that bracelet thingy..!!!

Yeah,thats about it. ^-^