helloooooo

Sooo, spm nearly over... now what?
Never thought of how it's going to be but now that i'm finally reaching this point of a life where decisions, both good and bad is bound to be made, I have no idea what step to take next. [Dad in heaven, bless me!]

phewwwwww

I don't want to think about the papers. It frustrates me just thinking of how many careless mistakes i've made. It frustrates me more that only the last few seconds before handing in my paper, then I remember certain things but as soon as I wanted to erase my answers, RINGGG!! too late. As the saying of a peribahasa goes,'nasi sudah menjadi bubur.' Direct translate, 'rice has become porridge.'
Indeed, if you ask me how was spm? I'd say it has been going well. How well? Hard to say. For now, lets just all sit back,relax and wait for the nerve-wrecking day, next year.

It has really been a while since I've written anything in here. I'm a bit shaky for now to type and I'll update more, hopefully. *blow dusts off blog* :D

My holiday list:

• get through with violin and bible knowledge exam.
• go swim.
• find a part-time job. [a kindy teacher, perhaps?teehee]
• sing.
• dance.
• movie-marathon.
  
• go someplace quiet.
• write a song.
  
• hang out with grandma.
• do something extraordinary
  

etc...

I'm in a race with myself. Though there is so much that I have in mind to do a lot of things and to get it done as fast as I can, I know I couldn't posssibly be able to do it all in a, I'd say a short period of time because these things that I want to do would take a whole lifetime to accomplish. That also means, it takes commitment and patience. Starting today, I am challenging myself to accomplish just what I want to achieve and to do it without regrets.

Treat your coins right

coins....


Often, I'd see coins in the drain, in the toilet bowl, on the floor, hmmm.. where else?Where's the justice for coins? Doesn't a coin mean any value? 5 cents,10 cents, 20 cents, you name it... They all have value. Come to think of it, wouldn't it be great if ...let's say,one bowl of one of our kuching's famous dish, LAKSA costs just about 50 cents or less? =)
Anyway, the other day, I realised just how much we can collect coins,in at least a year. My mum decided to clear some coins out from our vase of coins. [yes, we put our coins in a vase.] And guess what, we've collected about RM500 plus. It's quite a lot for coins. So, treat your coins right~

Last month, our school's ycs had an outing, held at my mum's village! ....it was AWESOME. You can tell by all those smiles in the pictures below... Had a lot of planning and it was all worth it.

our ex mr and miss president :)

YCS greenians doing the chicken dance

Well, there you have it. It's outing like this that gives so much laughter and friendship although it was only a day.
As the saying goes, we only appreciate things that remain shortly but do we appreciate things in the long run?

Tata~

smilin' to my ears

I'm back! for now....

goshh,i miss blogging. Back few weeks ago, I've nearly run out of excuses for reasons to blog.. when suddenly it hit me that blogging is one or another, connecting. YES, a form of a modern communication. OH, talk about blogging, my english essay paper last week was about 'The advantage of blogging as communication'. Not to toot my own horns but I THINK I wrote it quite well. I have problem with one thing and one thing only.. TIME.
Somehow, there's always not enough time for me to finish before time. In fact, there is but I need improve on time management. any suggestions? feel free to drop me an e-mail. ;D

I'm now officially done with mock ONE! Next up, MOCK TWO. *imexciteeed!*

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i'll update more soon! Tata!

On writing essays

I NEED ideas, inspiration, creative storyline to write story essays! Gahh... Especially during exams. I really need to be able to think of points spontaniously. I've noticed that all this while whether or not during exams, I've ONLY been writing facts. Facts,facts and more facts. Frequently, I'd always play it safe and not try different topics. Anyway, as i was googling around, I found this... I think it does help, a bit. =)

click here, IF and only if you're up for reading~ or here!

Tick tock tick tock... gosh. Its nearly coming to the end of the year. Everytime, .... YES, EVERYTIME when it's the second semester of school, time go by extra fast, considering there are LOADS to do as well. I have to say my schedule is really pack towards the end of the year ESPECIALLY this year. My bloggy, I just might abandon you again... Then again, to all you readers out there [if there are any], if you see me around, feel free to hit me on my shoulders and say, 'WEI! Update your blog!'

ma teachas are really drillin us form 5's, at the same time, killin' us from the inside.

I have the sudden urge to do this right now....

• I am really,seriously freaking out!
• FREAK out!!
• I am scared.
• S
• C
• A
• R
• E
• D
• People say it's one in a lifetime thing and I MUST get it right or it'll affect everything.
• S
• T
• R
• E
• S
• S
• N
• E
• S
• S
  
• think i'm gonna be sick.
• late-nights
• early mornings
• Homeworks,homeworks
  
• moree homeworks...

• and all that I can list down,which I am not going to do it.

Looking on the brighter side of things~

• YAY!!
  
• I am soo excited!
• I am finally going to go through what others have.
• I am going to do good.
• I am soo healthy, I can fly!
• early nights
• still, early mornings
• homeworks, homeworks... ALL done!
• I can do this!
  

[things can go smoothly and easy if you want it to be; after all, whoever says life is easy? - unknown]

I am His creation, and I am made perfect in his eyes.

Last week, my English teacher,Mdm Theresa, out of randomness told the whole class about this article that she read. It goes a bit like this,
Once, in this particular town, there was this priest. He's always in the church and have been wanting to go out and see the town. Then, one day, since a priest at that time weren't allowed to be seen outside of church, a driver was assigned to drive him around. And, off they went. While in the car, the priest was enjoying himself but that wasn't enough. After that, he asked the driver if he could drive the car. But, the driver resisted because he might lose his job if he do so. However, the priest insisted. Since, the driver realised that there was no one around who could find out, so he let the priest to drive while him, sitting at the back seat. Then, off they went again only this time, the priest is driving. The priest havn't been driving for quite a long time since he became a priest. And so, he was actually driving past the limits. Few minutes later, a police car came and started chasing them behind. After that, the priest had to pull over. When the police went to check and saw the priest, they quickly made a phone call to the headquarters, saying that they have an urgent report.
Then, the officer on the other line answered,' yes, what is it?'
The police replied,'This is very urgent. We can't give a ticket to this driver because there is someone important inside.'
The officer answered again,'hmm...the president?'
'No, its not.' said the police.
'A celebrity?' asked the officer.
'No,sir, its not.' replied the police.
'A priest?' asked the officer again.
'No, someone more important! I think its God because a priest is driving in front.'

At that point, the whole class burst into laughters because the ending wasn't a predictable one.

during wco :)

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A week ago, I discovered something interesting! ...at least to me,that is.. My siblings and I were hungry for eggs and well, we found this after cracking few eggs... one of it has TWO yolks! which means TWINS! haha.See those two small ones there?

by the way, those eggs were yumm... ;)


TaTa

sweet sunday

During evening mass yesterday at St.Peter, it was GREAT! Havn't been experiencing so much joy in mass for quite sometime. Well, probably cause I havn't been able to pay close attention while the usual mass is going on. YES, i admit I don't. Anyway, Fr. Terriburke [if that's how his name is spelt. >.< pardon me.] was celebrating the mass. While he was giving his sermon, it striked me of all the things that he mentioned. It goes a bit like this,

There was a woman who went for confession few weeks ago.. She came in and well, confessed. One of the things that she said was, '..... I havn't been going to mass because I had to undergo a surgery.'
I understand that she had missed a mass in that week because of her illness but i think, it is rather unneccesary to confess about that. Why? Take for example, a guy come up to a priest and say,'I'm sorry I did not go for mass because I had to help bring one of my relatives to the hospital.' When you think about it, what that guy actually mean is that he is sorry that he was forced to miss mass because he was doing a good deed. Now, something here has gone wrong somewhere.
Since when is doing good, BAD? right?
Often, we all think that we need to be good in all the things that we do in order to be accepted by others. Thing is, what does it mean by being a good girl or a good boy?

And there was another thing that Fr.Terriburke mentioned as well. It's about the story of the Jewish man who was travelling and the good samaritan. As you know, Jewish and Samaritans do not exactly see eye to eye with each other. But in here, it shows that the Samaritan is willing to help no matter what the condition is. In fact, the Samaritan had a choice to just walk away.[Actual text in Luke 10:29-37]

Is it about pleasing others? or being true to yourself and to God? or being good not because you are force to?

And so, i'll leave it all to you to decide, my dear friends . . .

I guess, not being able to pay attention during mass is something that I fail to do most of the time. Therefore, going to mass every week doesn't make me good but a zombie church go-er.

okay, it has been a while since I updated my blog, isnt it? and it has been a while that I update my blog with pictures, right? SO..... i'm just gonna 're-wind' the past few weeks and probably just mention one or two things that i'm going to be busy within weeks to come.

Some kid in the village. I took this cause this looks kinda authentic, no? =D
granny enjoy playing the gong ;)
Some ritual thingy by the elders of the kampong
nana after the whole trip...Personally, I love this picture. She looked so happy with all the people visiting her house.

I just LOVE taking photos with my brotha!

rice in bamboo sticks,which are best known as 'lemang'During the gawai, my mum did not really celebrated it though but we did went visiting and all.. goshh THE FOOD! Unfortunately, i did not take photos of it. Know why? Cause i was tooo busy enjoying it..
Gosh...Lately, i hate the connection problem.. It has affect me, both physically and mentally. Then again, OH WELL :D

Due to connection problem, I'll re-post those other pictures in here again. [Goshh i need help using dslr and knowing the certain 'techniques'. I was told there are certain angle that needs to be this and that way to get the picture perfect moments.]
Like this? >>>

Somehow, I wish those pictures that I took can move like those in the 'Harry Potter' movies.
Would'nt it be cool, right?

Oh oh! Did I mention? I FELL at school that day. So embarassing! aikss >.<>
Ever since school started after the 3 weeks holiday, my schedule has been, practically packed. Assignments here and there. BUT thank GOD, it's all over now.... whats' left? SIVIKS! gotta do some 'pameran' thing about traditional food. crappy right? i know... =.= Can't wait to get it over with. Lately, not to flatter myself or anything but I have the sudden urge to study, as in doing revision til late at night even. Yes, that doesn't sound like me at all. However, as people say, 'To do something for the better of your life, you ought to sacrifice.'

Halfway round the world, that won't stop me from loving you~

Been a while since I listened to this. I remember I used to listen to this about 7 or 8 years ago and for the fact that I'm listening to it again now, it brings back so much memories and its more meaningful. Ah... good old times.

Tata~!